Daily Curhat

I always have this pathetic feelings of mine, everyday, where I sit alone in my bedroom thinking about how dumb I am after all this time. Trying to find the cure for idiocy but damn, god, I am just that stupid, all I ever did until this time was only worthless thing. Useless

Delusional Emptiness

So there is only one sky
What's up with those sky
Lack of tone, lack of sound
Wonder why it still ringing

Edge to edge she passes
Bringing a box of secrets
Can only be open by one key
Brave enough, isn't she

How stupid are two right words
Wandering around those sky
Why am I so stupid, she said
Why don't I realize it sooner, she said

There will never be a key
No, there will never be a box
And there will never be a me
Only a sky and that's why, I'm empty

Right on the track, Bandung!

Rewind Those Pages

Many years ago, exactly when I still didn't know anything. Running here and there without any burden. No, of course this post is not about love-related things. It's been such a long time since I recall my past. No matter good or bad those pages will never be erased.

  

 

"This is the fatty 7 of me. Still, my favourite food is fried egg!"

 

"And this is the 9 of me. So much different with the 7.."

"So I found this picture of me, Sari, my mother, & my father. It was at Puncak, actually. Rode a horse really didn't fit me! (Left to right: Sari, my father, me, my mother)

 

"The 9 of me & my brother (still young, though). He used to carry me in his shoulder. Just right now, does he still able to do that? I dare say, no."

You can see the difference between me past & me present. It was all a wonderful childhood. Even though the present me still love to do such an immature things. Blaarrrrgh! Flashback session now closed. See ya next post!

Xoxo,
@ginacendekia ☮