Jadi, bagaimana?

Bilurmu belagu
Ucap kamu yang paling hebat
Benak tahu segalanya
Sekarang jelasi makna ini

Bagaimana melepaskan badan
Yang tak pernah kumiliki
Merindukan paras
Yang tak pernah bermemori

Bagaimana ku bersikap
Terhadap diri sanak
Yang berbeda dunia
Berbatas garis merah

Mawar itu merah
Violet itu biru
Lantaran akal ini kah
Kita tak pernah menyatu?

Konspirasi The Untold Story

"Let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love with his bestfriend
When she is around, she feel nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind"

"Do you know that I love you? Were you not aware?
You're the smile on my face when I ain't going no where
I'm here to make you happy
I'm here to make you smile"

Dua bait lagu di atas gue ambil dari lagunya Justin Bieber, judulnya Fall. Bukan, bukan, gue bukan mau ngefangirl JB di sini dan gue juga bukan belieber. Gue disini cuma mau meluruskan arti lagu ini dan dua bait tersebut. Setelah mendengar lagu ini, gue menemukan beberapa cerita. Kalo kata anak-anak yang sok ngequote jaman sekarang ternyata emang ya, dibalik sebuah lagu ada cerita. Ini sih menurut gue aja.

Cerita di balik lagu ini mempunyai 3 point of view. Oke kita anggep aja, cinta segitiga. Tapi nggak serumit yang di sinetron-sinetron. Satu cowok, satu cewek, dan orang ketiga. Tapi disini orang ketiga tidak mengganggu pasangan cowok cewek ini. Bisa di sebut.. suka diem-diem.

Kisah dimulai dari seorang cowok suka sama cewek. Dalam pandangan status mereka berdua, mereka HTS. Dalam pandangan si cowok, friendzoned. Dalam pandangan cewek, teman curhat. Letaknya pada baris ke4 bait pertama, "When she is around, she feel nothing but joy". Artinya waktu si cewek deket sama cowok, si cewek nggak ngerasain apa-apa. Alias biasa aja. Kenapa si cewek begitu? Alasannya tertulis pada baris ke5 bait pertama, "But she was already broken, and it made her blind". Artinya, si cewek udah terlanjur patah hati duluan, dia udah kapok suka-sukaan, makanya dia udah gamau suka sama orang lagi. Mungkin yang dapat merubah hidupnya cuma si mantan (mantan gebetan / mantan pacar).

Lalu muncul si orang ketiga. Dia suka sama si cowok. Tertulis pada baris ke1 bait kedua, "Do you know that I love you? Were you not aware?", nahloh. Plot twist karena orang ketiga suka sama si cowok dan si cowok suka sama si cewek. Jadi disini ketiga tokoh tersebut merasakan yang namanya one-sided love alias cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan. Bisa di gambarkan dalam diagram berikut;

Orang ketiga merasakan itu karena si cowok. Si cowok merasakan itu karena si cewek. Si cewek merasakan itu karena si mantan. Gak rumit, kan?

Nah dalam terusan lagu ini ada baris tertulis, "You can't fly away unless you let yourself fall" baris ini menceritakan tentang si orang ketiga. Orang ketiga adalah penampakan jones yang sok selalu memberi nasihat cinta ke si cowok, namun orang ketiga itu pula belum bisa menjalankan nasihat yang dia omong sendiri. Alias omdo.

Jadi inti dari lagu ini bisa dibilang begini:

(dalam pandangan orang ketiga): "Gue suka sama lo. Lo suka sama dia."

(dalam pandangan si cowok): "Gue suka sama lo. Tapi kayaknya lo masih suka sama mantan lo."

(dalam pandangan si cewek): "Hati gue udah terlalu sakit.. lebih baik gue ga suka sama siapa-siapa."

Gue mungkin bukan anaknya mama loreng atau cenayang lainnya. Tapi gue yakin 100,1% ini terjadi pada kalian. Betul?

School Task: A Very Cute Short Story (Narrative)

Once upon a time, in an island there lived all the feelings and emotions: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to them that the island would sink! So all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Because Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"

Richness answered, "Sorry Love, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat and so there is no place here for you."

Love next asked Vanity who was also sailing by. Vanity was also ready with the same answer.

"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadnesswas close by so Love asked, "Sadness, take me along with you."

"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!", said sadness in a sullen voice.

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so preoccupied with her happiness that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. An overjoyed Love jumped up into the boat and in the process forgot to ask where they were going. When they arrived at a dry land, the elder went her own way.

Realizing how much was owed to the elder, Love asked Knowledge another elder, "Who Helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" thought Love.

Then, as if reading the face of Love, Knowledge smiled and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Spoiler Alert!: My favourite band is back.

Beside All Time Low, my other favourite band is Fall Out Boy. Apparently, Fall Out Boy is coming out with a new album, "Save Rock and Roll," and touring to take back the teenage hearts. Because on Monday 4th February 2013, they are officially ended their hiatus and confirmed a new album – ‘Save Rock And Roll’ – and will do  a tour later this year, with the lead single – ‘My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark (Light ‘Em Up)’ – released hours after the news broke. Understandably, a return to action for them was always going to be a risk. The fans that had grown up with them have matured in their time away. But why did the hiatus felt like an age? Was it because we loved them so much? [src: sabotagetimes]

Drawings on drawr!

Hi! I get another oppotunity to post some of my drawings. Just in case I don't have any time to open my laptop again. So when I browsed my library I found my drawings. It's not that much, only a few!, because I usually draw it digitally (is this even a word?) on my PC. I often draw it with black and white pen (on drawr) because I like monochrome. And some of them are "amateur drawing"-ly... (is this even a word?!)

Friday Playlist: MALIQ & D'Essentials - Berlari dan Tenggelam

Iiiiiit's 2013!

Whoaaa! Ok happy new year peasants! Wait.. it's February already?! Sorry guys I've been so so soo very very busy with school. I even never got the chance to open my laptop. But at least right now I can.. (I should turn off my laptop and do my homeworks in 10 minutes, ugh?!). What I am going to tell you guys is that I am going to turn my URL into #my name# because I will use this blog for my school assignment thingy.

By the way, I did (and do) some drawings! But I still can't post it here yet. It will be coming soon. Maybe around  April or June or July. Or August. You can find me on my tumblr and twitter. I often stay on there. Now I am going to do some renewable thingy on this blog and post some things. See you later  again on June! (or April) (..and uhh or August?)

...and oh yeah on June (or maybe August or September) you can order some drawings to me. I mean if you want me to draw you, you can e-mail me. I did some drawings for my tumblr friends already lol you can see them at my deviantart or tumblr.